How appropriate

Say goodbye, lose your friends, make them go, don't need them around
Cause it's time, lose your friends, make them go, was never supposed to be like this
They were too weak, too prone to break
Their needs too deep, their skin too thin
By now you took what was to take
Tear it apart and start again
So go on if it makes you happier.
It got you this far, do what you have too.

And I am still all right! Alright!!!

but i have too. i dont like to seperate but i have no choice. when the motivation is not there, like ants they crawl and offer... when the motivation is there, like a wind storm.. up and taken away.
fuck this. i'm better off dead.

If you're just staring at your walls
Observing echoing footfalls
From tenants wandering distant halls
Then this one is for you

All alone the life you lead
A silent diner where you feed
Bow your head pretend to read
This one is for you

bend til ya break mother fucker.. bend til ya break!! how many of us will burn away, as you bend till you break mother fucker. how many will actually stay fresh in your mind, when they just bend you til you break. i cannot stay on this train much longer. my blood is seething with a rage i will no longer hold back. dont let it go this way. i beg of you.

Here is what I do to pass the time from slip to fall. Here, trace my image in the sand.

So today driving towards Rockland I got pulled over. No liscence.
Basically I got nabbed with a second count of Operating After Suspension, Possesion of Drug Paraphenalia, No proof of Insurance, and speeding 59 in a 45. Jesus. I didnt get arrested (even though they usually would) and I got a hefty $700 worth of fines. Wish me luck in court!


Currently listening:
Live Phish Vol. 2: 7/16/94, Sugarbush Summerstage, North Fayston, Vermont
By Phish
Release date: By 18 September, 2001